What is there to do because I’m bored

What was the last thing you did for play or fun?

Where to begin? As a responsible adult, leisure time hasn’t been too much of a sport, for me. And not that I grew up too fast, either. Many times I’ve thought I couldn’t wait to do something, but only to realize in those times, I was doing what normal adults do when the aspect of fun is mainly on show for the younger generations. Amen. Then I thought better of myself, when the action of selfishness was on display. Because I knew I had more important things to do, as a provider of human goodness; human being.

My fun began a long time ago, and that was when I began to understand the laws of ones own self, i ,e. Dignity. Having some, we can love ourselves with the Love Andonai has shared with us to treat others kindly. And not by being popular, either.

There are a lot of adults that choose to have no comprehension of this word, dignity, that is described in many dictionaries. It is utilized in way to go with the sounding of it, as is Hebrew. Which is the oldest language in the world, and Hinduism/Islam the oldest religion. Is anyone keeping up these two?

Fun has to be put aside while I  ask Andonai to have mercy on this body while I  present myself at the mercy of others when Andonai has bestowed this type of goodness upon them. And some of them have no comprehension of how to utilize this goodness.

It is impeccable, with all due respect. Amen. But G-d only knows why. And there it shall remain. He will direct our ways when our hearts are in order. Without the abuse of diseases keeping it weak. To handle what there is to come. This, too, shall pass.

My life as it is today has the will to spread the Gospels of my G-d of Isra’el.  Because I have listened to what I know is goodness being spoken to me and my heart has no problem adjusting to it, to keep it well without interruption.

This is the fun I have, when I prefer to keep Andonai’s adversary away. When Andonai has blessed me with the strength that is needed to handle the will to live on, his will. And I must defend myself, respectfully, when the adversary tries to make his presence by using one of his followers to hurt me.

Amen.