Having to ask a person if they love you is almost like sneezing without putting our hand over our mouth when we have a cold. Yew!
Only to figure out, at the moment, that what’s happening is actually beyond our control. So, we come to our senses when we realize Andonai is trying to get our attention. And, of course, a sneeze gets our attention every time. Doesn’t it?
Whether it’s allergies, the sniffles of a pre cold, or hay fever which usually tears my eyes up. And, gives me a headache. So, I avoid outdoors during this time of the year. And, it’s better I learn this way than to be caught off guard, again, and regret it.
When Andonai commands his adversary to aggravate me, then I know I’ve caught myself doing something wrong, sometimes, and not very often. But, I understand what the punishment is for. While asking myself, “Is this a curse, or a Blessing?” From guessing what I’ve done.
Now, it’s kind of hard to concentrate on the fact of not remembering of what could of, should of been. However, sooner or later, the thought will come to mind when least expected. Then we know what to do.
And that is, take all of our past experiences write them down and roll them up into a paper ball, and write PAST on it. Then when a negative thought comes to mind, at any given moment, unroll the ball and remind ourselves how those negative thoughts got there, in the first place. Then think, while rolling up the ball again. That Everytime you unroll and roll the ball the writing becomes where it isn’t worth doing it anymore.
Can we not see, or is our anger past the point of no return? If it is, now is not the time to compare notes. Because they, too, will waste away in time.
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